in roozaie akhar kheili delam mikhad raje be to benvisam chon ke dige pisham nistio kam kam dare bavaram mishe ke man ro faramush kardi ... hich vaght iadam nemire ke hamishe be man migofti ie roozi man toro mizaram miramo ba kase dige zendegimo misazam ...! manam hamishe booset mikardam o baghalet mikardam o ba moohat bazi mikardam o bet migoftam emkan nadare hamchin etefaghi biofte ta abad . man faghat asheghe toam va mikham ta abad bahat basham . vaghan ham asheghet boodam iadete ke be khatere to che doroogh ha ke sar ham nakardam baraie khanevadamke betoonam pishe to bemunam ?
iadete unmoghe haieke khodam ghaza nemikhordam ama dar avaz toro mibordam birun ke behet khosh begzare ?shaiad in chiza vaseie to kafi nabud ! nemidunam shaiad natunesti bebini ke man vaghan cheghad dooset daram ...hala didi ke man tarket nakardam o akharesh ie shabe barooni vaghti ke man khabide boodam va az hame ja bi khabar boodam . khodet hameie lebashato jam kardi pass porto lavazem ariesheto ham hamintor ... va tanha chizi ke vasam gozashti ie neveshte lanati bood rooie safheie mobile amke typesh karde boodi .!
midooni hess kardam bad az un rooz badjoori kamaram shekast . ta ghablesh fek mikardam man baiad bejangam ... baiad ba moshkelat mobareze konam . chon ke mikham be kasi ke asheghesham zendegi ro bedam ke liaghatesh ro dare . shaiad hamishe zendegi mese malake o shahzade ha nabood ama man hameie talashamo mikardam . va hameie padashamam vaghti migereftam ke toocheshmam nega mikardi o behem labkhand mizadio migofti khashy kheili azat mamnunam ke inghad movazebe mani .!
ino ke azat mishnidam kole khastegi ha az junam dar miraft o dobare ghodrati migereftam bi nazir baraie jangidan ba moshkelat !
ama hame chiz bad az un shabe nahse baroonie sheitani be ham rikht ,.. un roohie manhala dige koshte shode ! angizeie nadaram ke bekham ba chizi bejangam ... fek mikardam faghat mikhai tanbiham koni ke ghadre toro bishtar bedoonam ama hala mibinam ke engari vaghane vaghan mano faramush kardi ...
chi kar konam ke harchi sai mikonam lahze ie ham nemitoonam az zehnam biroonet konam ?
mage mishe kasi ro az khune khodesh biroon kard ?!
too zehnam kole khatere ha mese ie film hamash tekraro tekrar mishe ... nemidunam alan kojaie o dari chi kar mikoni azizam ... ama bavar kon ke man hamishe o ta abad doostet khaham dasht va hargez faramushet nemikonam .hala manam dige daram az inja miram baraie inke dige angizeie nadaram baraie inja mundan .
ama ino bedoon ke harjaie donia ke beram ghalbam ro hamrahe to mizaram chon baraie to hastesh ...!
H E I F H E I F ke zabanet ham CHINI bood o farsi harf nemizadi kebekhai in matno bekhooni !
pas motmaenam ta abad nemidooni che hesi nesbat behet daram azizam.
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